Since my last post I have logged into word press at least once a week. I would type a title at the top of a new post and sit and watch the cursor blink. I would draw a blank on what to say and where to begin to describe my new life. It saddens me that the chronicles of my old life are gone. That in a flurry of fear, desperation and sadness I deleted my old blog. Goodbye, Penelope.
But the truth is, since my last post, each day has gotten better. I am in a much better place in my life now than I was a year ago. But I do miss my old blog and what it meant to me. Without it, I don’t think I would have realized the dark tunnel I walked down. I don’t think I would have been able to turn around and see the light at the end. The breath of fresh air waiting for me on the other side.
It’s taken me a while. To gather myself and my thoughts. To put myself back out there again. But here I am back and better than ever.
YAY! so happy to have you back! sometimes we just need time away. i can’t wait to hear about your life now and how things have changed so much! glad to hear it’s for the better, looking forward to the details!
Three cheers for new beginnings! Here’s hoping this new space fills perfectly with your new adventures.
Welcome back!